2013, for wishes and hopes and dreams


To release myself from emotional toxins

To often search for light and to not giving up when all is fail.i have failed in certain aspects of my life and I constantly fear adulthood..for someone that appears to be strong, god knows how weak i am.

For things that i want (need)  but sadly I have no control of, I

wish for more understanding from the certain people that i care most in this world

for when we yearn for love we often mistaken our self with yearning to be understood. i believe that it is to understand first and then one is able to love.


Till then, god bless..







Travel Plan in 2013

“In preparing for battle I have always found that plans are useless, but planning is indispensable.”

Is there such thing as a perfect plan? Nevertheless plan is all I have right now. And plane tickets.

May 1-7 – Gold Coast, Australia

May end – Palembang, Indonesia

Those are the planned trips in the near months. Apart from Cambodia trip in January, I have also Sandakan trip somewhere in 2013 (can’t remember as it was my bro who purchased the tickets).

Here is the list of places that I definitely want to go before I die (not in any order) :

Machu Picchu, Peru
Raja Ampat island, West Papua
Luang Prabang, Laos
Borobodur & Prambanan temple, Yogjakarta
Beijing, China
Goa, Sri Lanka
North Korea
Holy City of Mecca

andddd more….this list is not exhaustive!

Then there’s diving. I have no plan yet this year. Most probably will go somewhere local. Maybe the furthest overseas trip that I can afford is Koh Lipe in Thailand or Pulau Weh in  Indonesia. Fingers crossed!








Welcoming 2013

I dont mean to be lazy in updating. I thought that this should somehow consists of my daily writing feat. There are tonnes of ideas and thoughts in my mind, if only I have the will to write them all. Writing should be honest, but if I were to be honest then I have to be careful with my words. Then it wont come out as honest anymore. Geddit? Haha

To start of, we welcomed 2013 by going on a trip to Cambodia. To Phnom Penh and Siem Reap, with Angkor Wat as the main place of interest.

I’ll spare the details for the next entries. But for now, the pictures!



Siem Reap province


Sunrise at Angkor Wat


Angkor Wat